Black, Blank and Bleak

And then there are days like today,
  black, blank and bleak..
    they remind me of deep secrets and dark fears
        of arid lands, undusted cobwebs and cold gushing winds
     
my sunshine is in distant lands
  and the moon is light years away
   the mind is playing weird games
       the body is in its complete sway

'less' is occupying more of me
     and the 'more' seems to be watching me from distance
       holding on, waiting, egging me to hold all of it
          I- hesistant and wary, taking unsure steps

But then tomorrow is another day.....